My personal insipiration

“It’s not about doing it all, it’s about doing it right~AVS

4 years ago or shall I say after

Can’t believe 4 years flew by just like that and now we are here in 2012…

So much has happened as expected… hair color is back to blondish color… though I still live in Rome… ups and downs over time has taught me invaluable lessons and LIFE has slowly took it’s own pace. I am not sure if all the lessons I learned were worth the experience. Sometimes I miss that simpler time when being poor or broke was nothing but being a student… when the biggest headache was homework and exams… when you gather together in the garden with friends and just chatted about life, gossiped about nothing life changing and planned how to spend the next “spring break”. Maybe simpler just depends on us… perhaps what I miss is the simpler moments that allowed me to fit in 109714-2356823495634956 items on my list of things to do and actually managing to finish them all. I miss friends who are now spread all over this beautiful planet and working hard on making their own mark in the bigger playground. What will the next 4 years will be like? To be honest, I HAVE NO IDEA. I do know that not all roads are walked yet and not all songs are sang yet.

 

 

 

 

Trip to down under

Learning together

Understanding and learning to balance is an art that makes relationship grow stronger. Comprehending the meaning of “I’m sorry” helps to learn the difference between I and we. Not an easy path, but not an impossible one either. 

What should be joy

Not feeling so good today; both physically and mentally. I am tired and feel completely out of my comfort zone. It’s tiring, even exhausting and I can’t seem to find a good balance as to how to make things work. I am not happy and I don’t like it. I want to smile, enjoy my day, dance, sing even if I sound awful and I don’t know why in this particular moment I am not able to do any of it. I just want to cry… maybe it’s my hormones, maybe it’s everything that has been happening since January 1st or maybe I have sacrificed something that I am not able to find within myself again. I feel alone even when I am surrounded by people and my little bean that is growing in my belly. Life is funny at times. Maybe it’s the moment of being blue before the sunshine will come out again and brighten my day once again. For now, I just need to be strong, cry, smile and dance even when people are watching! Change starts within !

13 weeks

My mom said I should be writing everything down. I am not sure what qualifies as “everything” as this is a bit of a “where do I start” experience”. I figured I’ll learn with each day, week and month… but for now I’ll just enjoy each moment as they come. Hopefully later I will be able to express those moments in words!

Today.. not tomorrow

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